Oh sweet boy... guess what?! Mommy got a job today. It's only a temporary job but anything helps right now!! I'm sure you had a hand in things working out a little better... I miss you so much baby boy. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me. And yes, I still say that I have two little ones... my sweet step-daughter and my only son. :) People everywhere are moved by your story little man. You were a tough baby and mommy and daddy are so very proud of your fighting nature. Just like us. :) Stubborn as a bull. But your poor little body just couldn't keep up with your will to live. I've thought about you a lot today. A lot lately. I think about how big you'd be... what color your hair would have turned... whether you'd still look like me or if you'd start taking after daddy... but I also think about how I would have hated to see you suffer everyday... how hard it would have been on you if you pulled through... and I am thankful that you didn't have to suffer. I love you more than the moon and the stars Connor James... and I miss you more.