Ever had one of those days that just makes you realize that you're worn out? Just flat out beat? Yea, I've had one of those. You'd think that after nearly 3 years without my son, I would have learned to cope better but I think that I've just been fooling myself. Sigh. This sucks. It just seems like everyday, there's some new obstacle or problem. It's been non stop for three years and it's all seriously starting to chip at me. Will we get through it? Absolutely, but I think I may have underestimated the amount of energy I would need to expend just to get up in the mornings. Sometimes, life just doesn't stop tripping you up or kicking you while you're down.