Wow. Okay, so I suck at keeping a blog. :P I just get so busy and then we don't have that many views... so I just get frustrated with it sometimes I think. In just a little over a week, we'll have been without Connor for 9 months... seems crazy. It seems like SUCH a long time and SUCH a short time, all at the same time. I feel lost some days... and I still feel stressed out around babies. I want to see them because I just love kids so much... but it's too hard. My job helps. I get to be around the little ones (but not too little) and it keeps me going. They make me giggle and I really love my job, even on the not so good days. School is still going... lol. But really, just wanted to write since I haven't in a while. It's not like any one keeps up with us anyway. I just really hope I can make a difference in the CMV world. I want to tell everyone about CMV.