Wow! I didn't realize it has been a whole month since I wrote last. I've mostly been working and sleeping. Guess there hasn't been a whole lot of time to write! If someone would have told me a year ago that I'd feel better one day, I would have laughed in their face. I think I'm finally learning to cope a little better. It seems like I do really well for a while and then crash again. There's still a hole in my heart and I can feel the pain... but it's not so unbearable... today. There's no telling what tomorrow will bring. On a happy note, Sam and I are just four short days away from our 2 year anniversary. <3 Since the last update, I've become a BIG SISTER!!!! Exciting right? He wonderful and super cute. But he's going to need a lot of prayers. Tyler was born at 33 weeks on 9/26/2012. He weighed 4lbs and 6 ounces. Little Tyler is going in for surgery on Monday. He has blood in the ventricals of his brain and it isn't going away on it's own. So he's going to need a shunt. Not exactly what we wanted but he's still doing really well. He's no longer on the respirator and he's always looking around and my dad said he was even trying to talk the other day. I believe in him but it sure wouldn't hurt to have a few more prayers going his way. :)
Well. On that note, I have to get back to work! I'll try to keep this updated!
<3
Well. On that note, I have to get back to work! I'll try to keep this updated!
<3