Some days I wish I could sleep in forever. I had a wonderful dream about you. Except, unlike reality, you actually got to come home. You were still so tiny, just like I remembered. And beautiful, also like I remember. I really wish we had gotten some time with you... I still have a hard time with the fact that I never got to hold you or tell you I loved you. I never got to kiss your sweet little head... I only held your hand for a minute and then saw you for one more out of the ER. At least your daddy got to be with you. *Sigh* Looks like another long day...