Hi sweet boy. Your sister just left to go back to her moms. She talks about you a lot... and we always blow you kisses as we walk by. I miss you a lot....sometimes it just hits me. I had a dream about losing you... it was like it was happening all over again. I was walking through some baby store... I couldn't stand to look at everything around me. It still seems so unfair. You would have loved it here and mommy and daddy would have taken really good care of you. You would be getting ready to make your debut in the next two weeks... I wish I could have gotten that time with you. You changed my life the moment I found out about you... we were so happy... after we found out that something was wrong, it seems like we were so torn between being happy and sad all at the same time... I cried all the time for you and for us.... I still do. I love you so very much my sweet boy. I feel like I can never express how much. I lost a piece of me the day I lost you