One thing I've learned from this experience is that there are some mean people in the world. I'm going to say this. Just because you don't like someone doesn't mean that they deserve for their child to die. No one deserves to go through the heartache of losing a child, not even the biggest jerks on the face of the planet. Also, take RESPONSIBILITY for your own actions and stop blaming everyone else for your unhappiness. Also, people who have babies and don't know who the dad is, can't take care of them, treat them badly or are just plain stupid should have to hand their children over to people who deserve them. It just makes me so angry that some people are too selfish to pay attention to their own babies. I would have given anything for my sweet Connor and I would give anything to make sure my beautiful step-daughter has everything she could ever need and want. I don't understand how someone can have children and not give up their own selfish antics. Grow up people. Suck it up and stop pretending like everyone else is at fault for your problems. Stand up and take responsibility. Be thankful for everyday you have with those sweet babies. Don't forget to hug them and kiss them and tell them how much you love them all of the time. You never know what life is going to throw at you and you never know how short a life will be, so don't take advantage of the times you do have together. Live life, love with all you've got and just be happy. Don't worry about other people. Who cares if someone likes everything you do? Point is, you shouldn't take advantage of the time you have with the most important people in your life. I am incredibly lucky to have the most wonderful man on the planet, a sweet little girl that I consider as one of my own and the most perfect angel boy watching over me. I think that something was supposed to come out of this and I got a baby with congenital CMV because I can handle it. Not only can I handle it, I will, and I will do everything I can to make sure this doesn't happen to other people. I'll make sure that I am always trying to pass the word along because no one deserves to go through what we have been through and I wouldn't even wish it on my worst enemies.
Mommy and Daddy love you sweet boy and miss you more... I think about you everyday,
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Mommy and Daddy love you sweet boy and miss you more... I think about you everyday,
<3