I had a dream about him last night... I wish I could have slept forever. In my dream, the nurses brought him to me and we got to go home. I could actually feel the overwhelming happiness he you looked into my eyes and smiled at me. I remember how wonderful it felt to hold him there, in my little dreamworld. To have just a sliver of time with him. He was perfect and beautiful... just how I remember him... only the ending wasn't the same. I wish it was that easy.