So... today has been really hard for me. I was of course feeling a little down this morning but as the day went on, it just got worse. I felt like I couldn't stop the water works. I mean, come on... I never want to forget my sweet baby boy... but I wish I could think of him in a happier light sometimes... I just miss him so much. Some days it feels like you're running in circles. I am of course on the job hunt now that I'm cleared to go back to work. It's really hard to find anything these days and even harder to get motivated. Sometimes you just have to force yourself out there... but today wasn't one of those times. Blah... hopefully things will be a little better tomorrow... hopefully I can push myself to go running. :)
Kimberly
Kimberly