Oh sweet boy... Mommy looked at your picture without crying for the first time last night... I still wanted to... and I was still angry and I still get the overwhelming sadness when I see them, but I didn't cry. I'm sure I still will most of the time... but this is the first time I haven't. I miss you more than you can imagine. Who knew someone so small could have such a huge impact on my life. :) I love you... I hope that there really is a heaven so I can see you again. Love you bunches.
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