Tomorrow, Aug. 15th, would have been your due date Connor James. I love you so very much and I can't believe that I should just now be getting ready to meet you... especially when I've already met you and lost you before the time you were even supposed to grace me with your wonderful presence. This is going to be a really hard time for me... and I can't believe all this. It's so unfair... and people are so selfish... things weren't supposed to happen this way. What's worse is these people who think their lives are so hard because they have to SHARE custody with the other parent... DEAL WITH IT. At least your wonderful, beautiful child is alive and healthy. At least you have actually gotten to know him/her and have some wonderful memories and more to come. Your situation isn't as bad as it could be.